Why can't I do anything right! Everything I say and do makes everything worse! The only relief I can get is when my blade is against my wrist... I love him but all I seem to do is hurt the people I care about. It's not fair! Lord why, why? All I want is to be near him but I know if I do I will ruin his life just like I ruined everyone else's... I'm poison!!! And my death is the only way to free the people I truely care about.

~heather langford