change

me and my boyfriend been together for 9 months and durning those months i lied to him but later told him that i lied and he forgave me and i did it again and he found out and we started our relationship over and now im in love with him and he doesnt say it but everytime we are together he says im always going to be his first love but he says he isnt in love with me and im doing everything he says to do but how do i get our love back together again:(