I just feel like not having some kind of ground with her makes me feel sad, because I do want to own up to her and I can. But I simply feel like I outgrew her which is fine. But I do feel like things that are buried will grow again. Her name is Kaylah. I've done some things I ain't so proud of. But I know my limits now I've pushed it far though, I felt like we had it all together but we was a mess. I want to reveal things not for a relationship manner again, even though that sounds ideally great. To have this relationships is a lot of work I know but I just want to know if I could ever get the closure again just as two individuals separately. Respecting each other's motives and desires that are reachable.
WELL ALL I GOTTA SAY ISN I DONT KNOW HOW DA
GET THIS THANQ OFF MII CHEST I DONT KNOW HOW
DA SAY IT TO HEMM BHUDD I GOTTA TO GET THIS
CAUSE ITS STRESSIN MII OUT MORE THAN EVER AND
JUST DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD TELL HIM OR NOT ...(Cont.)