I've never been so tempted to give up in all my life. The distance between us at this time has practically destroyed me. But everytime I think of you, I release my greatest goal of all. That goal is to provide you with a man who is strong, sincere, loving and loyal. Those aforementioned elements are the makings of me. And I am not only much obliged to love you, I'm desperate. As a man, knowing that God is taking good care of you is my glimmer of hope. And He will further his work through me.

~Xavier Johnson