I am very afraid of love

10 years ago

We are loving each other for 4years. but his mother said NO for our marriage. also she said if you marry that girl means... i will commit suicide. because of cast problem. now he also said NO. he dont want to lose his mother. what should i want to do? all are trying to convince me only. but no one knowing that i gonna miss the 50yrs of life. am very wexed. am i am in a state to commit suicide. but i doesn't have guts too.