How do i find my way back

11 years ago

I dated my ex bf for 4 n 1/2 years. I love him a lot. Will we find our way back 2 each other. N if so how do I start that? Its been 4years we apart and I jus can't move on or love again. I never lied 2 him wen I sed I really love him but he like hates me n I just can't stand this distance between us and I need him back in mylife 4ever....... How do I get him back?