Loving her from a distance, I have done so for years, I fear that I'll lose her and I can't fight the tears. My waking and final thoughts are about the young woman I love, if not for God she would be above. I'm not the most attractive and I'm shy at that, scared that the competition will set me back. I've dreamt of having her in my arms, only to be disrupted by a buzzing alarm. If she loves me at all it's just as a friend, but the love I have for her will never end. How I love her so, but she doesn't know.

~Xavier Johnson