love failure

I m loving the guy frm past 9 years .I fighted with my parents to get marry to him .atlast I got green signal from my parents.then he went to his mom to take permission now she is not agreeing due to intercaste.she told to his son if he marry her I will commit suicide so he left me and went for away from me.even today I don't knw where he is from past 2 months. from past 9 years I struggle to give him good future he was very poor. now he was in gud position from all sides (even economically ) due to his mom he left me alone and went somewhere.last mail by telling we will be gud frnds I cant marry u .it is love.